I’m going to start this off with, I can’t believe tomorrow is Thanksgiving! Last year on Thanksgiving, Dustin proposed to me! This year will be Elizabeth’s first Thanksgiving! I’m so excited!
Alright, so my online classes have started. Right now I feel like all I am doing with my time is studying when Elizabeth is asleep. I don’t mind it, because I’m a nerd, but with the migraines I get, it’s a little difficult. Right now we are talking about stress management, time management, etc. We have a live class tonight, and my teacher wants us all to share our favorite motivational quote. I have a couple that I really like:
“If you want to achieve greatness stop asking for permission.”
“To live a creative life, we must lose our fear of being wrong.”
“If you are not willing to risk the usual you will have to settle for the ordinary.” – Jim Rohn
” All our dreams can come true if we have the courage to pursue them.” – Walt Disney
” Success is walking from failure to failure with no loss of enthusiasm.” – Winston Churchill
Those are my favorite ones, now time to decide which one to use for tonight. We have gotten 3 grades so far, and as of now I have an A! I’m so happy. Following my dream is scary but exciting. I’m just so happy I have such a great support system. If it wasn’t for my husband, I don’t know where I would be right now.
Now to talk about my new job! I accepted the job as a substitute teacher. I have only worked one day before they were off a week for the holidays, but I have plenty of assignments already scheduled before Christmas break starts! My first assignment was for a Special Ed class in an Elementary School. I absolutely loved it. Being in there with those kids taught me so much and just changed my perspective. It was a great first day of work. At first I had only accepted Elementary Schools, but I felt like I was missing something. I talked with Dustin, and I decided to add middle schools and see how I liked it. I may not enjoy older grades, but I want to try it and see. I know though that I do not want to substitute in high schools. I’m very short, and I am just not confident enough yet to sub in a high school setting.
Dustin and I have been going to church (as often as we can), and our church has started a new Sunday School class for young married couples. We are very much enjoying it. Last Sunday we studied Adam and Eve. Our challenge for this week is to not blame our spouse. Last night me and Dustin were sitting in our living room, he was watching TV and I was studying. I don’t really remember what he had said that had started the conversation, but it ended with him telling me “I’m sorry, I know I shouldn’t blame you, it’s not you, and I shouldn’t make it out to be your fault.” Guys, that made me so happy. To know that he is actually paying attention in Sunday School and is doing our lesson with me means so much. I mean, we are always telling each other everything. We’ve always thought our relationship is completely different from others. We have put God first since the very beginning. We work together as a couple. He always encourages me to do what makes me happy and even though what we are going through right now is stressful, God knows. God won’t put us through anything we can’t handle. I wasn’t expecting to go to work so soon, but I was given a great opportunity, and Dustin knows that I enjoy it so much. But working, going to college, cleaning the house, having a 3 month old baby, and trying to have a social life is challenging to say the least. When Elizabeth takes a nap, I have to decide between studying, cleaning, or resting. It’s not easy.
I know I brag on Dustin a lot, but don’t think we don’t get into it sometimes. Like all couples, we do argue. It’s not often but we do. We get on each others nerves sometimes. I know some days he would like to strangle me, and some days I would like to punch him in the throat. But those aren’t very often. Some days when Elizabeth is asleep, we will go and sit outside and just talk. We talk about his day at work, we talk about what I did at home that day, just random stuff. Sometimes it’s serious and deep conversations, and sometimes it’s not. Some days we just sit in the living room playing video games or watching tv and don’t say more than a few words to each other and we are still completely comfortable with that. We always talk about how we are meant to be together, how God put us in bad situations at the beginning so we would have the opportunity to meet.
Now I’m going to talk about my child. Elizabeth will be three months old tomorrow, and she is already wearing size 2 diapers, and 3-6 month clothing! She is able to play with toys. She can grasp rattles and blankets. She loves her swing. She loves pulling her pacifier out of her mouth, then screaming for one of us to put it back in, just for her to do it again. She loves cereal. She sleeps pretty much all night. Her bed time is in between 5:30-7. She still loves being swaddled. She loves Minnie Mouse and Donald Duck. She loves watching Superhero cartoons. Every morning when you look into her bassinet when she wakes up, she gives you a huge smile that just melts your heart. She’s growing up so fast and even though that makes me happy, it also makes me so sad. She’s so smart, and so chunky. I love my baby girl more than anything in this world.
Last thing, since tomorrow is Thanksgiving, I just want to put here what I am thankful for. I am thankful for God, and for everything He has done for me and my little family. I am thankful for Dustin ,and for Elizabeth. I am thankful for my best friends. I am thankful for my family, and my in-laws. My church family. I am just so thankful that I am given the opportunity to have so many great people in my life.